This year has been one of the worst in a long time.

First: My boyfriend (ex) of a year wakes me up at 2am coming home from the bar and says that he is not in love with me anymore and decides to break up with me, AT 2AM…. and the next day has his new gf in which he has already been seeing before hand over to watch starwars in “OUR” apartment. Honestly yes it hurt but I was better off, he really did me the favor because he was so childish and I could not deal with it anymore. This dude litterally played WoW and or WarHammer 18 hours a day until I got him a job with me at apple, then when he would get home he would stay up until 5am playing these stupid games. He constantly wanted to go out and this was not just once a week this was 5 to 6 night a week, To go see the same people, listen to the same music, do the same shit night after night. I was 4 years older then him and I already had that shit out of my system and it was too much.

Second: After 3 years of strong dedication and hard work Apple decides they want to fire me, they said “my preformance” was not good enough…. I AM SORRY? I was their number one sales person in 2 different stores in the past years running. I was one of the best people they had, I was apart of the mentor team, business team, I was in charge is NPS for the store, I helped out in every area possible… the real story is that T&A was huge in our company and a lot of things had been changing, and our lead manager thought it was okay to let one of the creatives leave work 5 hours early to take her daughter to a concert, because she forgot to get her tickets. so I told them I was going to HR, a week later all the T&A records were shredded and a wee after that I was fired….. you tell me the real reason behind them letting me go? She saw me as a problem. I got fired cause I was holding my team accountable, and she did not like it.

Third: I had 2 of the worst living situations ever, One of them was perfect until she let her boyfriend move in with us, which we both had already agreed would not happen. He came in and took over the place, and then they started acting like a married couple and eventually forced me to move out due to their rudeness and their complaining about everything…. I stayed to myself, I have Ocd so I was always clean and or cleaning up after them. They stayed up all hours of the night playing video games or being stupid with their friends, in which I was not allowed to have have people over, SO then I moved out and This was the best living situation ever we always had fun, I knew this girls twin sister for years, so it was almost like I knew her for years and she just got way out of control with her drinking and sleeping around. We would have these little get togethers at our place and she would “fuck” one dude then come back out and then when that guy left she would end up sleeping with another dude in one night and this went on for months. She had no control over herself so I was like the house baby-sitter, I ended up getting back with my ex so I was getting ready to move to LA, and we had a going away party and I was outside for like 10 minutes smoking and this dude Dan stole my brand new baby peanut butter colored kitten, right out of my own house… Who steals someones kitten? I ended up leaving with a bang, and before I did my roommate came out of her room in a towel infront of everyone, fell down, legs spread wide open saying “I smell like cum” ARE YOU SERIOUS….. I was done and out.

Fourth: I drive to LA, to be with my ex boyfriend from a few years before and there were all these promises and blah blah, long story short after a month in a half and me driving there and no warning he wakes up one morning and says… ” I am a sociopath, and everything I ever told you was a lie” well how do you think this ended? Yea I left. with a broken heart. Sooooooo. I drive up to Chicago.

Fifth: I get to Chicago and crash on my friends couch for a while, a week getting to Chicago my “new” phone gets stolen out of my purse while we were out. So I was stuck without a phone for I don’t know how long. I tried to get my job back with apple with help from a very reliable source and the apple store in Chicago did not even have the respect to call me to tell me I did not have the job, I still to this day have heard nothing from them. Then my friend who I was crashing with thought I moved there to be with him…… If I did I would be sleeping in his bed no? Not to mention he had brought 2 other girls over since I had been there and fucked them… He was my friend nothing more so drunk in the middle of the street throws his guitar in the middle of the street and tells me how horrible I am and how much he hates me ect then kicks me out. So I was sorta homeless… I ended up meeting someone who I really like and now love.

Sixth: I drive to Grand Rapids because we found this awesome house, and I really wanted it, and just a month after I am there I find out that my mom has not made a single payment on my car since I did back in June when I lost my job, SHe offered to pay for it and she never did… I understand if she could not afford it but communicate that with me so I know, Unfort. after speaking to the dealership I was not able to do anything unless I wanted to pay close to 1800.00 in full or they would take my car, so what happens???? My car got repoed. yep, now I am carless, its winter and I need to get a job, but thats kinda hard. Its not even like I can wait for a bus with a foot if not more of snow on the ground.

Seventh: I just found out the other day out of no where that one of my really good friends passed away, I talk to this person EVERYDAY. and bam. He is gone.

Eighth: The new kitten I got to replace the one that got stolen months ago, grew up a little bit and turned out to be the worst cat in the world. You cannot take one step without him attacking your leg “in a vicious way” at all. He is horrible, and 2 days ago he knocked over my water by jumping up getting into shit again and spilt it all over my laptop, in which I worked really hard for. It is now a dead laptop….. I don’t have money to replace it.

Not to mention that this has been the worst year for me and my mother whatever r’ship we did have has just gotten horrible this year, we have gone back and fourth over her selfishness. Its really brought me down a lot.

What else can happen this year? please someone tell me? I am ready for a new year, I am ready for a new start. Please bring good things upon me.